gemini.
random acad, we'll always have one another.
r`cube will rock!
is a fujoshi, loves mayday.
Monday, June 29, 2009
we are drifting apart so much and i can't remember when it started.
my fault, i guess. and it's my loss too.
chem paper tomorrow and im having a migraine that can kill, with constantly buzzing sound in one ear.
my fault, i guess. and it's my loss too.
chem paper tomorrow and im having a migraine that can kill, with constantly buzzing sound in one ear.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
right. i almost broke every single freaking rule i set yesterday. but i still wanna share this amazingly inspiring film i watched on HBO today: Front of the Class.
it's about this guy who suffered from tourette syndrome,an inherited neuropsychiatric disorder with onset in childhood, grew up learning to accept it and live with it without letting it take over his life. he did not give up even when the whole world seems to be teasing him, and eventually achieved his dream of becoming a teacher.
okay my limited vocab can't describe how great the movie is, so go see it yourself! but it did let me see some hard facts and touching moments.. how even kids in elementary school can look at the brighter side compare to adults (which shows that we pay as we grow up: we lose the ability to accept and appreciate simple things rather than digging on the dark side), and how life could be made perfect even when you are born imperfect (as everyone is, actually).
the main character encountered many difficulties and cold hard rejections throughout his search for a job as a teacher, and lost confidence even when he met someone he loved because he couldn't be sure if anyone will be willing to live with him and his disease for LIFE. though the movie showed generally the cheerful side and happy ending, i think the real character which the movie adapted from must have had a much harder time. and that's the reality, sometimes it blinds people, sometimes it makes us stronger.
it really makes me reflect a little. how did i usually view people with such unfortunate disabilities? maybe i tried to be sympathetic but what was i REALLY thinking? i guess it's "luckily i am not like that". but i can't imagine life like that now, which is both fortunate and unfortunate. i might not have to worry about being discriminated and having to withstand those hard times, but at the same time i lose the opportunity of being challenged and made stronger in life. and i guess that's why at the end of the movie, brad cohen (the main character) regarded tourette's as his best friend.
i think that was the only two hours i can deem as well spent today among all the slacking. lol.
now, back to mugging -_- maybe with a slight change in mindset.
it's about this guy who suffered from tourette syndrome,an inherited neuropsychiatric disorder with onset in childhood, grew up learning to accept it and live with it without letting it take over his life. he did not give up even when the whole world seems to be teasing him, and eventually achieved his dream of becoming a teacher.
okay my limited vocab can't describe how great the movie is, so go see it yourself! but it did let me see some hard facts and touching moments.. how even kids in elementary school can look at the brighter side compare to adults (which shows that we pay as we grow up: we lose the ability to accept and appreciate simple things rather than digging on the dark side), and how life could be made perfect even when you are born imperfect (as everyone is, actually).
the main character encountered many difficulties and cold hard rejections throughout his search for a job as a teacher, and lost confidence even when he met someone he loved because he couldn't be sure if anyone will be willing to live with him and his disease for LIFE. though the movie showed generally the cheerful side and happy ending, i think the real character which the movie adapted from must have had a much harder time. and that's the reality, sometimes it blinds people, sometimes it makes us stronger.
it really makes me reflect a little. how did i usually view people with such unfortunate disabilities? maybe i tried to be sympathetic but what was i REALLY thinking? i guess it's "luckily i am not like that". but i can't imagine life like that now, which is both fortunate and unfortunate. i might not have to worry about being discriminated and having to withstand those hard times, but at the same time i lose the opportunity of being challenged and made stronger in life. and i guess that's why at the end of the movie, brad cohen (the main character) regarded tourette's as his best friend.
i think that was the only two hours i can deem as well spent today among all the slacking. lol.
now, back to mugging -_- maybe with a slight change in mindset.
Monday, June 22, 2009
xinyan needs to stop screwing up her life.
you only have one last week left.
*List of Websites that are banned till 2nd July*
YouTube
Wikipedia (unless academically related)
Baidu
Tudou
Trickster
ALL FREAKING BL NOVEL WEBSITES
*List of Programmes that are banned till 2nd July*
Trickster Online
AuditionSEA
GuitarPro (maybe not..)
any other gaming programmes
*List of actions that are NOT ALLOWED till 2nd July*
Daydreaming
Slacking
Talking unnecessarliy on MSN for more than an hour/day
Playing guitar for more than two hours/day (T_T)
Watching more than one movie on HBO/day
Going out unnecessarily (unless with RA)
Reading Storybook (unless in the toilet doing uhhem)
Writing a blogpost longer than THIS
_______to be updated whenever necessary_______
wow i never knew my life could be so colourful till the moment i had to make it dull. so im left with one thing to concentrate on really that is to MUG. hahahaha.
Aims:
B: pass
C: pass
M: A
E: subpass T_T
k im really not asking for much since i know my limits (at least for now -_-)
there'll be many beautiful scenes along the journey but i must make it till the end where i'll see the RAINBOW.
冲啊!
you only have one last week left.
*List of Websites that are banned till 2nd July*
YouTube
Wikipedia (unless academically related)
Baidu
Tudou
Trickster
ALL FREAKING BL NOVEL WEBSITES
*List of Programmes that are banned till 2nd July*
Trickster Online
AuditionSEA
GuitarPro (maybe not..)
any other gaming programmes
*List of actions that are NOT ALLOWED till 2nd July*
Daydreaming
Slacking
Talking unnecessarliy on MSN for more than an hour/day
Playing guitar for more than two hours/day (T_T)
Watching more than one movie on HBO/day
Going out unnecessarily (unless with RA)
Reading Storybook (unless in the toilet doing uhhem)
Writing a blogpost longer than THIS
_______to be updated whenever necessary_______
wow i never knew my life could be so colourful till the moment i had to make it dull. so im left with one thing to concentrate on really that is to MUG. hahahaha.
Aims:
B: pass
C: pass
M: A
E: subpass T_T
k im really not asking for much since i know my limits (at least for now -_-)
there'll be many beautiful scenes along the journey but i must make it till the end where i'll see the RAINBOW.
冲啊!
Friday, June 19, 2009
the original canon rock :D
Thursday, June 18, 2009
TODAY.
19 years ago, a great person was born today.
now, stop the "wooos" and "aaahhs" and push your jaw back up cos your saliva's dripping :)
now, stop the "wooos" and "aaahhs" and push your jaw back up cos your saliva's dripping :)
Sunday, June 14, 2009
如果还有明天 你想怎样装扮你的脸
如果没有明天 要怎么说再见
seriously need to start revising NAO!
but i'm already so dead for CTs anyway..oh wells T_T
如果没有明天 要怎么说再见
seriously need to start revising NAO!
but i'm already so dead for CTs anyway..oh wells T_T
