xinyan.
gemini.
405'08,10so3h.
random acad, we'll always have one another.
r`cube will rock!
is a fujoshi, loves mayday.

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真正的朋友，并不是在一起就有说不完的话题。而是即使沉默，也不会觉得尴尬。

read this from rx's blog and i can totally resonate with it.

i hate my inability to survive as an individual.

i really hate having to rely on people.

i hate how you dont care, but just make it look as if you do to make me feel uneasy.

i hate how i can actually dont give a damn, but can't help being bothered.

i hate sitting there like an idiot having nothing to say.

i want to end this, seriously. it's no big deal yet it's affecting me quite a lot. i wish i can just pull off the i dont bloody hell give a damn face. why did i even change myself for such pathetic reasons? im not going anymore. you can hold on to what you believe in, but you can't expect everyone to have the same belief as you do. and why do i even care what others think about me? they are not even my real friends. it might sound cruel/heartless but rx is right. i am just not your type of people, and thanks i have no will of changing myself just to fit into YOU. or maybe i tried, foolishly, but i am tired. it's as if trying to fit myself into a skin that is not even my shape/size. i feel so much pain attempting to peel off my own, and i think i'll be disgusted if i put on THAT skin.

oh wells there are so many things but they shant affect the way i am.

yq's songlist is so emo-ish.

that was my last summer with you;22:40

3H!
AMANDA!
FIFI!
JIALEI!
JOLYN!
STEPHEN!
VINS!
WEITE!
XINWEI!
YALUN!
YIFAN!
YUQING!
not only forever
ms.

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would like to thank;
xs.to for image hosting.
44suburbia for ps brushes.
softwares;
adobePS7.0 mmFireworksMX&Dreameweaver
fonts;
deathnote