i think i hit the counter 5/5 today, again.
stop the dog-poo-luck pleasssssssssse D:
aim for tmr: 2/5!
can't wait to prank someone tmr!
i can see nobita tomorrow.
but it doesn't feel good.
i really don't know.
Labels: i fail.
This made me realize how wonderful my life is.
I shall read it everyday.
In my eyes, the perfect body proportion doesnt belong to Angelina Jolie, nor Britney Spears, (sorry for my lack of knowledge on those "hot" stars lol) and definitely not those Miss Universes, it belongs to Doraemon! :D
Doraemon
Gender: Male?
DOB:2112.9.3
Height:129.3cm
Height while sitting:100.0cm
Weight:129.3kg
Speed (when he sees a rat):129.3km/h
Favourite food: Dora-Yaki
Dislikes: Rats and Mice
Best friend: Nobita
If possible, Doraemon will use all he has in his four-dimensional bag to help Nobita. But there's nothing inside that can make Doraemon stays together with Nobita forever. They gotta say good-bye. Doraemon will feel happy for Nobita when he gets to marry Shizuka. Doraemon hopes that one day he can put on the Takekoputa and travel around with Nobita again. But for now, Doraemon will forget Nobita when he returns to his future world...
I will forget you when I return to my reality. For now, let me immerse in my own imagination for a little while more.
i feel so stupid.
classmate, i'm doing all these just because of you -.-
wth...
"go experience him yourself"
how about that?
somewhere there.
i shall do work.
we laughed and cried over this today at the library.
and i still feel sad reading it again on wiki. it feels like at that moment of discovering the ending, all hopes and dreams are emptied away from my life.
it's
human my nature to be greedy. the more i get, the more unsatisfied i feel. and i really should end this.
feel like such a loser everytime.
"....The second, more pessimistic ending suggests that Nobita Nobi is suffering from autism and that all the characters (including Doraemon) are simply his delusion....."
my heart can't possibily break when it wasn't even whole to start with/
and yea, what kind of dog-poo-luck was that?
lol.
ultra-unproductive mugging session with yifan at the library today. i think we are really good at going off track. but there are just so many
fun emo things to talk about. my next challenge should be to mug successfully with yifan at the library for ONCE.
i just feel like writing something down.
i need to calm my thoughts and organize my life, which is currently in a mess. seriously.
the major goals are finally written down and pasted on the wall, and they are staring at me all the time now. but i think something more specific should be done. if i go on like how i did in my 4 years in rg, i might as well just drop everything and go to poly now. as much as i dont want to admit, i still get a tinge of regret towards not taking physics. altho it is partly due to my love for bio...but if only i have worked harder.
so i shant let history repeats itself. since i took bio, now it is not just a H2 subject that i should do well in, it also carries whatever regrets and misery i left behind with physics. so yea. now it feels heavier on my shoulder.
and there are the other subjects i should keep up with as well. it feels horrible how i am already finding it difficult to keep up during chem and math lectures... maybe i am stupid after all, but i'll letHARDWORK RULE! hai rj library, you'll be my bff for the next two years :D
i really need to start doing things. my current state is so stagnant that it almost feels disgusting. i feel choked all the time, not able to move on. things accumulate and just drain away all my motivation. jc days so far have not improved but only gone worse. i cannot recall such desperation and hopelessness during my rg days. seriously, where's the slightest bit of passion i've ever had?
luckily or unluckily, i've got myself a new goal to catch. how it came about is definitely stupid and not worth mentioning. however i shall just let the stupidity remind me that i need to work hard, all the time. maybe after all that's the only good thing from it. and i think i've been placing my focus well, i almost forget the locker no. already :)
and no matter what, i will not give up on guitar. i will remember hide and kurt.
vacuum cleaner apparently has its maximum capacity. so before mine reaches its max,
lets go.