as excited and happy as i might have appeared, i'm reallying feeling very very down about this "first day in my new school". and i dont like the possibilites and impossibles. i hate the fact that i've lost some now and can never get them back. i am disgusted by myself having to fake a smile to almost anyone i see. what the hell is this shit?
and i dont know how long can this last. i have a feeling that it really won't be long, before we all separate and become like we've never met before.
now that when i sing the song, i feel so different from before. yes it still reminds me of you, but you are not you and i'm not me. something's just missing, and some died.
lol let this end here i dont know what i'm blabbering about.