it sucks. like hell.
i took her as such a good friend.
no more. and now all i want is to get back my input and draw a line between us.
hate myself for being such an idiot.
never put so much trust on anyone, xinyan. NEVER.
it tells me not to trust you, you, and you.
school holiday has started. nobody seem to care about the damn rs project. i care because i know well enough it is why i can't go back to china. and why i can't see him, maybe for the last time. you all just have fun disappearing. to me it is like RUINNING MY LOVE OF SIX YEARS HELLO?
FUCK. fuck off, everything. fuck you.